do you ever feel so lost like the world would be fine with or without you?
do you ever walk for hours without any directions and stop place?
do you ever stare at your favorite pastry to know you have lost all your appetite?
do you ever start something new, but already predict the end of that will be?
Is this a common feeling that we go through in the middle of the transition of adulting, where we used to get the full guideline book but now is all in our hands?
Is this phase was meant to be something,
or are we just completely lost?
Have you ever seen people who just living their best life because they know what they want to be, but you just don’t?
Is this what we dream when we 12 grade, don’t we think that we can conceal the world as cool as our favorite movie character?
Are the young us, sighing and turning away when they know what they will become when they are a bit older?
All we completely lost or just shocked by how cruel the real world is?
Is this what was written for us?
Or, maybe the Almighty also gave up after giving all His beautiful guidelines because we were never ready to read them?
Are we ok with feeling this way?
Are we designed to pass this stage before we know how our end will be?
Isn’t ironic to cry and blame everything when we know we are the ones who should be able to control it? Isn’t the control in our hands?
Isn’t it enough to be kind to others without asking for any returns?
But why are we never satisfied with it?
Are
we
really
meant
to
be
something?
or, just a part to enliven the world?
